taking all the posters down.
starting to throw a ton of junk away.
this year went by too fast.
i don’t know.
i realized there are a ton of people i won’t see anymore.
it’s really sad.
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but i am so excited for summer.
and new people too.
 

my daddy is too nice to me.
he is getting our third car fixed so that way i can take it to cedar point with me and come home whenever i want.
i love him.
i don’t deserve all of this though.
especially because of my math class.
i feel super guilty. 

saga is over.
glass is over.
the whole thing is over.

well.

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colonial williamsburg.
zip line.
busch gardens.
cherry grove, south carolina.
horseback riding on the beach.

minus the fact that my annoying family invited themselves. 
this vacation is going to be awesome.

hurry up summer! 

I wanna talk to him. Like text him or call him. I won’t. I can’t. I just miss him so much already.

I am currently where mikey used to take me. I’m drunk and can’t handle this.

so i was in my dorm’s computer lab.
and this guy was like staring at me when i walked in and as i was leaving.
and then i had to go back in there.
and he was looking at me like super concerned.

 
and i looked like this probably.
bags under my eyes and all.
and what i didn’t notice until a few minutes ago and idk if you can tell because of the webcam.
but my one eye’s make-up is done.
the other is smushed all over the place and it looks like i have a black-eye.

i think he thought i was abused.

kind of hilarious.
oh i must sleep. 

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i want to go to saga to see him.
but i have a feeling he won’t waste his time there wrapping up glass pieces.
he’s probably just going to be in the model shop.
i don’t want to sit there wrapping glass pieces either but i want to hang out with everyone because it’s the last two weeks.
but i really have to write this paper.
damn it.

what oh what do i do. 

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i just want summer.
i want to hang out with my friends.
work at cedar point and meet new people.
go see lady antebellum two nights in a row.
ride roller coasters every day.
ride horses on the beach.
hold my spotted eagle rays again.
swim in the ocean.
go home.
see my grandparents.
westwood lane.
i want to paint.
read.
country music.
go to waynesburg.
work at the greene county fair for a week.
hang out with the firemen i grew up with.
this summer has to be the best.
it has to be.

the only thing missing is my little red rag top. 

is the only thing i can think right now.
looking at internships and trying to figure out how to get out of here with the degree i want without failing and how to do it in four years.
i need to do marine biology though.
i have to, to make myself happy.